In The Memory Of Dr Sophia Azzi (may 2004)

One day , i opened my eyes ... i just checked ... just checked ..... i opened my eyes ....... couldnt beleive ......
i opened my eyes ..... & the tears stayed there frozen .... frozen ...... a burn in the heart .... he slowed his beats .... want not to accept .......
First , Asaad , Then now Sophie ....What can i say .......
I cannot see the sunrise ..... cannot feel the wind .......everything was around me full of silence .....no one can ask , no one can talk ....
Just , all what she & Dany waited , & worked for , to be together , is down !!!!!!!.......

The wall of death divide the beautifull dream in our class ! the dream that started in the first year in the medical school ! The death tooks one part of the dream , & leaved the other to everyday death ...
What we can say Sophie ...It's so early to go away ....You r too young to be catched by the death !...Will our tears get you back from there !...
If it was in my hand !... i will re - get the time back ! & keep it in the happiness you wanted all ur life ! near Dany ! in your wedding ! & i will stop the time there to keep you happy ! eternaly together !
But , what can i say ! what can i do !
I would try to ask god why ! but who i'm i to say that ! but still this big , burning why is in my heart !Why she? god , your ways , your thinkings is above us , and we cannot size you in our small brains ...
You know why ! & all what you do is right !You r the light ! the power ! Our life is nothing if you dont light it !
You know why god !You choose Sophie! You took her to u .....I know that this life is like that ...HARD , PAINFULL & we all rely on you to take our pains by our faith in you .....

You know why ........You learned us , that this death , is only the begining ...& all what we do here , on this earth ...our sadness , our happiness , our love , our families , our everything ...
All what we feel here , is only echoes in eternity .....Only echoes .....nothing is to describe ... we lose a one we loved , we lived with , we share our dreams , our days in the medical school , we passed the hard & the simple ,
almost together , as one group , as one class ,Sophie , if we where there , each one of us could hold a stone from the ones that hurts your body ...But we cannot stop the if ??...we cannot...

We lost you from the earth of pain , of sadnesss , to gain you now in the heart of god , where you live eternaly ...
Only , the word will be to your husband , also a friend of all us , to your family ... that sophie is te nice girl , women , that is living now forever ...Our word to them , that you r now there for them ... & we will pray every moment to god to relax , & releive the pain in
their heart ... the big pain ... yes , please god help them that you are alive in the heart of all your classmates ...In the heart of everyone you knew ...
You always kept this smile on your face , your slow motion , your beautifull heart ....& this will stay with usForever with us ...
Sophie , our friend , as you was always the butterfly of our class , you are now our butterfly in the heaven garden ... REST THERE ...

In The Name Of All your Classmates
SASSINE EL NABBOUT MD.